Last night

Last night was really tough, but really rewarding. A certain dear friend and I were a bit at odds, and as we talked I started noticing in myself disturbing, horrible feelings. It was hatred. The only image I can find for this stuff is thick, black, horrible tarry stuff. It's GROSS. I legitimately felt at my limit last night. But God promises that we will never be tempted beyond what we can handle, and by His grace, I did not give in. For this I am most thankful