Some Big News

For those of you who know me, you know I've been struggling for awhile about whether or not to stay at the U.S. Air Force Academy. On the one hand, it is a prestigious institution with many opportunities, but many costs (albeit not financial ones, unless one counts the opportunity cost of 5 years of military service vs. 5 years in the private sector). On the other, it is a life governed by stupid traditions and often by at the very least hardheaded people. "People respond to incentives" was not one of the maxims used in designing the USAFA system.
That's just the stuff. Then there's the war: the war we are fighting is highly unlikely to end with anything other than a U.S. pullout after costs that finally make fighting the war politically prohibitive. Western, particularly American influence in the Middle East over the years has fueled an anti-Americanism that ranges from mild disapproval to murderous hate. My government says we're defending freedom by attempting to impose a government on a region that has never been under one government (unless you count the regime the Soviets propped up, which I do not). And I'm supposed to die for this screw-up?
On the third hand (yes, I can be that weird), this is where God has me. The obvious Providence in not only my life, but the life of some key people here, the opportunities opened, and the advice of a lot of people, most of whom are older and wiser than me, has finally helped me to put aside my prejudices regarding government and military stuff and realize that this is where God has me. He has been so good and faithful, and I know that He will protect and defend not only me, but the family I hope to have. I still gripe and complain, but I'm learning to be content. It's going to be a long 3 years, but I know God has wonderful things in store, and I know an Academy diploma is a key that opens many doors.

So, I'm endeavoring to grow in intimacy with my Savior and make the most of my time here. I'd always appreciate your prayers.